Welp, I made it home this past Sunday. The flights were long but it made it much more bearable to have a friend with me the whole time. All the girls from the team were lucky enough to fly from Nairboi to London together. When it was time, it was really hard to part.
I miss it more that I thought I would. I mean, I knew it would be somewhat hard to readjust back into the 'real world' but geez. I miss my team like crazy. I think everybody on that trip would agree with me when i say; the team dynamic can't really be put into words. It was something so special that I know will never be duplicated. I've made 5 new life-long friends that are scattered all over the US (and Canada!) and 4 existing friendships have been strengthened. I can't wait until we can all be in the same place again.
I also find myself singing random Swahili songs. But let me tell you, it's not as much fun when people look at you crazy. Sarah, where you at...??? "Jambo, jambo bwana..."
Another thing, I have this strange desire to build things. I just need a chisel. I want to keep one in my purse.
My life is different. I have new goals, new desires, new expectations and a new life. These feelings that I have, I hope, will stay with me forever. My heart is not in one place. It's in Dandora and on Mt. Kilimanjaro. Part of me is in New Jersey, Boston, Chicago, Chattanooga and Canada (Andrew represents the whole country). I don't feel like I'm home even as I sit in my house. I don't know where I will end up in the next 5 years or even in the next year but I do know that the Lord has begun to spread pieces of my heart all of the world and one day I'll have to go in search for them. And hopefully in that time I will find more adventure, more friends, and more of God.
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